Praises
Last week we experienced so many blessings! I'll
try to summarize a few of the key praises we have:
+ All last week the
tumors seemed to be getting bigger- not the response you would hope for when pouring chemo into your bloodstream. Then literally overnight last night things got a ton better to where it was 1 or 2
weeks ago. Seriously an answer to prayer there. The tumors aren't a ton
smaller but a lot of the other symptoms are starting to go away. Chemo is so
cool!!! Thank you to everyone who was specifically praying for this!
+ I've had essentially no symptoms from chemo yet.
Zero nausea (those anti-nausea meds must be rockin'). I took naps every day
this week except one (and then everyone including me regretted me not getting
my nap- sorry family for melting down on you!). Last time when I was 36 weeks
pregnant I wanted to take naps everyday then too, so no big deal. Only one day
was I really fatigued (which is the main symptom from this particular flavor of
chemo). I got up and did my hair/makeup (for the first time this week) and then suddenly felt woozy. I was so tired I couldn't even stand up. So that day I just laid
around in bed and Brad took care of Noah. If that is the main symptom of these
drugs, keep 'em coming!
+ Had a logistics chat with my boss at work and the
head of benefits. It looks like everything is going to work out with regards to
short term and potentially long term disability. Not having to worry about medical
benefits on top of all the getting rid of cancer stuff is a huge blessing. It
sounds like DPSG is going to be awesome through all this. Everyone drink more
Dr Pepper and Snapple!
+ The encouragement from family and friends has been
astounding. I can't even begin to tell you how amazing the response and support
has been from everyone. The countless emails and facebook messages have been so
uplifting. The best is when I've gotten notes from people I don't even know
telling me they are praying for me AND they are telling their family and
friends to pray for me too- incredible!! If you have sent me a message and I
haven't responded, know that I am so grateful for your message and have
probably read it multiple times but just haven't had a chance to respond yet.
Thank you, thank you, thank you! Keep those prayers and encouraging words
coming!
Speaking of Prayers...here are some specific
requests for this week:
+ Brad and I are driving to Houston for the MD
Anderson visit this week. Please pray that the trip is uneventful and that I will not go into labor between
the two cities. If you've ever checked out a map of Texas there aren't many
tier 1 hospitals between here and there so it would not be good if I went into
labor!
+ Pray that we would have a productive meeting with
Dr. Valero (sooo excited about meeting him! He is kind of a big deal in the IBC
world). Pray that he provides us with good direction, information, and hope.
+ Please pray that my white blood cell counts would
come back up quickly this week (they go down as the chemo kills all the good
and bad cells, and increase my risk of infection). Once the counts are up to a
level my drs are comfortable with, they will induce me and hopefully have a
safe delivery and then a BABY! yayay!!!
+ Safe delivery (preferably not a c-section) with a healthy baby once my
counts are back up
+ Finally, once the baby is delivered, we will start
doing all the scans to see if cancer has spread and do the official “staging”
(where they categorize how bad the cancer is in your body). PLEASE continue to
pray that the cancer has not and will not spread to other organs/lymph nodes
and that I will be Stage 3B or 3C. Also, I think once I'm staged it will make
all the % prognoses much more real. Please pray that I will be able to
emotionally deal with such high probabilities of death in less than 24 months
(eek!).
So this post ended up being quite a bit longer than
I intended. I'll try and keep future ones more to the point. There are just a
lot of praises and prayers going on right now. Thanks again for everyone
keeping up with our journey and for the prayers. We need a miracle but know
that God can provide!
Never Ever apologize for long posts!! We cling to your written thoughts! Love you Ash!
ReplyDeleteTerry Howerton
Hello Ashleigh. I love reading about your journey. You have the most positive attitude, and it really blesses my heart. I am praying for complete healing and healthy new baby. Jesus loves you and I do too! Love, Mrs. Hudnall
ReplyDeleteNo apologies ever needed. Thank you for the specific prayer requests. It helps to be able to pray for specifics in addition to simply asking for your miracle! Love you lots Ashleigh! ❤️Debbie Liby
ReplyDeleteHAPPY ANNIVERSARY Ashleigh and Brad! What a special day, congratulations. Safe travels this week. ❤️Debbie Liby
ReplyDeleteHi Ashleigh,
ReplyDeleteIt's Kim Wolf from high school. I came across your blog through a shared post on facebook. Your positive attitude is really inspiring. Just wanted to let you know that I'll be praying for your healing, and for you and your family!
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15 : 13 You are a friend of a friend, I don't know you, but my friend asked me to pray. This verse came to mind in prayer for you.
ReplyDeleteYou are an enormously strong woman. You are determined. You have a strong will to beat this. You are loved by so many and are in the best "hands" possible. I hope all these positives help ease your journey through this insipid disease. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
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